Intimacy has been long gone missing in your life right now and it seems like you're already tired of being alone or doing it alone. You miss the feeling of being satisfied or the satisfaction that you've been longing for. Regardless if you have a partner right now or single, you're not sexually satisfied with how your life is going.
Worst is, if you're already with someone and you feel like doing it and all your mate does is snore and turn their backs on you at night, there's nothing that you can do but stare at the ceiling and dream of the good 'ol times.
Try talking things out or be more adventurous, watching porn too often just fizzles the excitement in a relationship and it;s just making you more dependent on fantasy rather concentrating on the feeling and pleasuring one another.
Even in the rider waite tarot deck, the ace of wands is a phallic symbol of a man's virility or manhood. It symbolizes fortitude, purity and fertility. Depending on the surrounding cards, when you pull out this one it is definitely pertaining to a sexual activity. Whether you're kind of longing or you need to lessen its presence in your life.
If you noticed in the picture that there are three red shrubs or flower shrubs that also looked the same as what the woman was embracing, it means that despite of all the available options around her, she's only longing for one person--be it a man or a woman. The ground is green and lush, but why is she holding on to a dead tree- or almost one.
The red roses attached to the dead tree means that there's still a chance of rekindling their passion and romance for each other, it only needs time and patience and more room to heal. This is also a good card or symbol if you're asking about the loyalty of a lover to you, because definitely she is, despite of the available options and temptations around her, she's very much willing to wait around for you and you're the only one that she will ever desire.
But you have a big size, so the question here is.. do you only fancy your lover?
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